||[Jul. 2nd, 2008|05:27 pm]
|||||I Just Can't Get You Out of My Head- Kylie Minogue||]|
We have just 3 more days to go. Last Monday, as I hug my family goodbye at the airport, I was empowered by the strongest surge of sadness. It may sound silly to some, but it really upsets me a great deal for not being able to see them for the next 6 mths. Sigh...
I have been feeling pretty lost and scared for the past week or so. Am I going to face the four walls daily till the hubby comes home from work? Will I really turn into an old haggard housewife? Will I slip into depression? Will I become a loner with the hubby as my only friend? Et ceteras... Too many fearful and disheartening questions are wearing me out.
On a lighter note, I have been invited to an interview by the school! Wish me all the luck coz I need it badly, and pray for me! I have intentions to do abit of voluntary work too when I'm there. That's becoz I think I need to atone for my gossiping sins. Hahaa... But of coz the main reason is to ensure that I spend my time fruitfully. I wish to come back as a better person with more insights of life, even if I do not get to further my studies. I reckon since I am oredi going to lag behind my peers in terms of career, I should at least try to lead a more meaningful life for the next 18 months. All these are possible only if I have the emotional strength and courage to venture out in the wild alone;so, remb to pray for me!