*glAd~* (gladgladys) wrote,

Gloomy PH

I've so much to say, yet I do not know where to start from.
There're are too many things I want in life, yet I do not know how to earn for them.
Life could have been better in many ways, but I am clueless when it comes to making improvements.
Sigh..... I just wish God could just drop all my desires at my feet.
I wish I had more endurance and faith to just bite e bullet n continue in e long tormenting race.

I hate to work. I love the money work brings me.
I hate silences. I love solitude.
I hate all the plannings. I love it when you plan with me.
I hate lonliness. I love being left alone at work.
I am incoherent.

Lastly, why is it so tough planning for a marriage? Why do we have to make such a conscientious effort to make it perfectly flawless? I am drained......

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