*glAd~* (gladgladys) wrote,

Internal struggle

I don't wan to sleep.  If i were to sleep, time will pass in a breeze.  I'm moving out in less than 10 hrs time.  I need to savour every single second I have left in our matrimonial home.

As I pack our last few belongings, I wept silent tears.  I just can't bear to see strangers invading my house; the very first home we built together.

If i were to say no to the States, if i were not so complacent in my job, I would not have to go thru this grief.  Is this regret or is it "one is never satisfied with wat he has"?  Mebbe its too early to tell if i'd made e right choice, so for now it's probably regret.

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